Monday, March 13, 2006

I speak...

Its three in the morning and as the world snores away peacefully, i seem to have turned into an insomniac.
sleep,sleep, sleep, where art thou? It IS really true that human beings need sleep to rejuvinate themselves, but then if one does not do anything
throughout the day, where will the need to rejuvinate oneself come from? i have taken a balcony seat to the
movie called life. i can only sit by and watch the world slide away, watch like an audience while others play
their part to perfection. what happens when you are running your fastest best, and suddenly you trip and
fall.... you get hurled so far way and you bruise yourself so bad , that you wonder if you would ever be able to
get back to those tracks again.... those tracks that had once been your sole soul's sustenance. There's a part of me that wants to scream out, shout at all the other people who are running..."how dare you
run? cant you see i have fallen? yopu should stop too!!! " thats my frustration speaking. seem to ahve lost touch
with the active world. sitting and watching life go by hasd never been my forte, and thsi time it is no
different. the only way to survivve the fight id to get beck ti the tracks. Waiting for my inner calling...