Sunday, February 05, 2006

Some confused thoughts...

The strains of teh piano are still ringing in my ears. A girl of sevnteen sat in front of
me and played one of the toughest yet melodious instruments ever known to mankind.
We ahd gone to one of our family friend's house for dinner and their daughter played
teh piano for me. she is absolutely in love with the instrument and her fingers ran
over teh instrument with utmost swiftness and love, like a woman making love to her
man. The little lady played some Mozart and some very slow and soft music that
transformed me to a different world altogether.... a world guided by music, nourished
by love and run by the heart..... a place where there was no jealousy, no bitchiness
and no ill-feelings.
The evening, which i thouhgt would be very boring (cause generally, i hate these
family friend's-house party types) sublimated into an almost heavenly
experience...Music is something which never fails to lift my spirits (and a lot of
others' also, i suppose). makes me wonder how man came to discover such a divine gift
of God and ttransform it into his forte... Air and a little obstruction in it creats such
wonderful melodies, that can affect nature's movements too!!! (remember Tan Sen and
his music!!!)
well well, makes me feel humble and proud at the same time. humble, because when i
keep boasting and ranting about things that i think i know and feel proud of, are
merely qualities (or the lack of them) that 99% of the population knows, and yet
that does not stop me from tooting my own horn....do we ever feel the need to stop
and think how insignificant we are on the face of this vast universe?? we are always so
busy trying to make our existence felt that it almost wipes out from our memory the
fact that we ourselves are temporary beings; and yet it makes me feel proud that whatever it may be I am still blessed enough to be a human being, that I can still feel, I can still admire beauty and I can still feel close to God…
Hmmm, I have jumbled this whole write-up pretty much, but I can only blame the divine music, that I heard this evening for that!!! Hee hee, good music always makes me go speechless, aand that is what exactly has happened here.

2 comments:

bongbabe said...

hey farmer,
now that you have said that you guys associate almost everything with the lovemaking process, intrigued me more to get into the minds of the guys.... (wait till my guy returns home.... will bombard him with questions tonight...hee hee). lemme share a small secret with you.... I actually love getting into others' minds and reading their feelings and emotions...love to get into others' shoes.... so i think the voyeuristic pleasure is more MINE than yours!!!!! heh heh... : )

bongbabe said...

hey debarati,
thanks a lot for the appreciation! well, you know, there is a time for everything. nothing happens before or after its hour. I guess, I just got inspired to let my emotions flow out, something that i have kept pent up all this while... makes me think that this might be the nick of time for me... :-)

Thanks once again for the appreciation, and Happy Blogging...!!!

Love,
bongbabe